I’m not a negative person, really! I’m just finding myself in a funk lately, which is maybe why I started this blog in the first place.
It’s an outlook you get when you wake up on a Sunday morning and feel spiritually hungover. You’ve just got done working fifty some odd hours, just like you’ve done every week forever now, you’re feeling the effects of a twelve pack of the cheapest beer you could buy because your paycheck is alredy spent. You’re even out of coffee, so bleary eyed you slip on dirty boots and drive down to the corner store for a cup of java, the traffic is sparse because it’s early, people are sleeping or at church getting their weekly dose of God. The temperature is already in the eighties and the humidity is stifling yet the world seems nothing but cold. You know this day will slip away in weariness, ennui, and cat naps…. and tomorrow you will again waken before dawn and slip on steel toed boots and start the sickening process all over again.